Lately I feel as if I've been living life not as myself, but as a character in a film about college.
I have to admit that I've been hiding behind a 'tough-guy' image, and everyone who knows me, knows that I'm not really like that.
Well, it has finally negatively impacted me.
I feel like I'm taking a lot of the relationships I have with my friends for granted; being complacent in our relationships, taking advantage of their kindness, and not reciprocating the proper respect they deserve.
Especially with my housemates.
Because I'm not really giving any of my 'true' personality time to come out, all the negative
aspects are just uncontrollably spewing out.
I don't know how long I can keep role-playing...
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